This has probably been the hardest two weeks for me. I know why. Because i was on this spiritual high loving my new changes and then rejection kicked in. When rejection kicked in, defense kicked in and with that came anger. When the anger came so did the attitude of screw it, who cares and I almost reverted back to my old ways of doing things. Making decisions out of anger and self pity for what? Nope nope nope, I almost let myself get caught up and confused. Not today or tomorrow or even the next day. I have no time for pity and no time for old friends/false friends and bad habits to harbor here. It is so easy to succumb to your past when you feel weak. But your past will always hold you back from your future. Its funny how the past always come creepin back to haunt you when you are in the biggest fight for your life. Its easy to want to give up but its so much more rewarding to fight for yourself. The problems of the past have no room in this life anymore
Posted on: Fri, 12 Dec 2014 03:22:13 +0000
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