This is a very personal message. Those of you very close to me know that my mothers death was absolutely devastaing to me. We spoke everyday, she was my person and my best friend. It took me almost 2 years to come out of the fog. And during that fog, after my mothers death, I was betrayed and hurt by some very close family members, I went to the ER twice and had to have emergency kidney stone surgery, a person that I loved lied and stole money from me, then I had to have surgery on my shoulder. A lot for me to handle during my grief. I of course did all the Mommy things and finished my day and evenings. I have to say I felt tired, depressed and hopeless, a word that many of you would think I would never utter. However, Gods hand, close family and friends kept supporting me even though I withdrew for 2 years. I thank them for not giving up on me. Im happy to say that I fought, clawed, and pulled my way out of that long period of deep sadness and despair. It was the most difficult time of my life so far. (even more difficult than 3 emergency C-sections, my near death after them and 3 NICU babies.) Today I feel present, happier and thankful Im on the other side of it. I even have even been blessed with new relationships that have showed me profoud love and support.♡ What made me want to share this very personal message? This simple video Mario shared today. It brought back the feelings of how hopeless I felt THEN but how I NOW feel so very hopeful again in life, people and God. Thanks Mario for posting. Love, Nellie
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 16:51:21 +0000
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