This is for the broken hearted I know how you feel. Empty,betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You dont want to laugh, because you know its not going to help, but you dont want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like its falling apart too. You dont think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. Thats the confusing part, you dont know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like youre getting happy again, but you know inside that youre just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, youre back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you cant help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasnt happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They dont know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know youve had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and youre to the point where you dont care who sees. Because youve spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and its not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, It will be okay…” But you know it wont. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. Youre still hurt, but youve learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they dont hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this... #deep
Posted on: Fri, 22 Nov 2013 04:06:58 +0000
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