This is just a portion of something that was sent from a very dear friend. I have prayed this prayer over and over. I believe God meant for her and her daughter to send this. It sounds so much like the trials I have been facing for such a long time. To my dear friend, I love you and Thank you for sending this. I believe in my heart the Lord is listening and helping. When I’m giving it all Ive got… over and over and over. I eventually get mad. Because I can’t seem to make it go away, and He doesnt seem to be anywhere in sight. And I’m out of answers. I’m out of ideas. I’m out of energy. I’m tired of waiting. And I’m tired of wearing a brave face. But somehow, when Ive reached the end of me (which can take a long time), my screaming prayers turn into surrendering prayers. “Lord, forgive my unbelief and restore my trust in You. Remind me of Your faithfulness. Please be big right now, because I cannot do this anymore. I’m struggling to keep perspective. I don’t understand why things don’t change… won’t change. Father, help me.”
Posted on: Thu, 09 Oct 2014 01:44:52 +0000