This is the 1st time of reflecting my depression .. may i cry ? may i scream within my soul ? may i rise the dagger and insert its shape into my heart ? 1000 things are injuring me .. harm me crucifying me between the sky and earth no heaven wants me because i rapped the angels many times to get my revenge and no earth wants me while all of Allahs creations watch me with them bloodless being quietly tormenting by them sins .. Allah ! do not judge me for dragging the chains down to release my self to fall in hell because you do not have the right to do it .. you trying to save me by setting me away from hell ? you will fail :) i will not cry , i will not scream within my soul , i will not rise my dagger to insert it into my heart because in each time i feel in pain i feed my self unto it to increase my wealth ... the following link is not for me actually , its for all my fellowship to learn that melancholic lesson in how rapture comes by being rebellion and apostate from your creation ... feeling alone .. alone upon my thrown and sad for the destiny of those whom caused my loneliness and finally .. thats why i am depressed :) youtube/watch?v=hNFrqrI1o1g
Posted on: Mon, 17 Nov 2014 22:36:54 +0000
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