This is the end of the journey, the end of not being expected to always strive to be the best.Falling 7 times Standing up 8 times is a bunch of bull shit. Had it with this life of fakeness and always try to meet up to peoples expectations. No prison or hole deep enough can be a metaphor of how I feel at this moment. Being unfriended the moment things get tough and being discarded like a piece of shit. UNFRIEND me NOW if you are also one of those cowards calling yourself friends...Things started off this way by thinking I could trust people in a matter of 8 months...but instead things have been kept secret to so-called protect me... thank you for just causing more shit along the way... #nevertrustfriends. This is the end of the rope and NOTHING is gonna stop me....I dont say its tonight, tomorrow, next week, or next month... BUT the impact will be of such a shock to everyone claiming that they really do care... its all words but nothing is ever enough... I just want to end this message with a song close to my heart https://youtube/watch?v=cX6m1xNwmgY .Never being good enough and always being criticized by people close to you who you are trying to make proud in someway is the most excruciating pain one can EVER endure. To CERTAIN family and friends...I am sorry if I am a disappointment to you too.. but theres the saying that the last straw breakds the camels back. NO ONE can say that I have never tried enough... been through more than people can think of but always discovered that they were carniving assholes who pretend to be friends... to those I have just mentioned.. YOU know who you are. Before the day I breath out my last breath I hope that I will have the mercy of God (or whoever else) to be able to forgive and go in peace. To the ones REALLY caring and not limit me in any way possible... Thank you for featuring during the course of time that I have met you, or has been close friends -- but so do time change and circumstances.- I appreciated it --- as Isaid...this is my decision and whenever people will respect my choice. As far as my parents are concerned.Thank you for the support --- and sorry for being the disappointment I have been through the years.I am not asking for forgiveness,nor pity. Adios Amigos. Till One Day. If I ever accomplish one thing in my life.. I am determined and it will happen when everyone least expect it...P.S. Also dont worry about being there for final goodbyes as formalities have never been a priority to me. The ones who understood me and were there always will be protected and cared for ALWAYS... and maybe time to meet one of my other good friends again in another realm much more peaceful. La vida continua. Es un círculo de nunca acabar. En los próximos años los que se recuerdan ahora con el tiempo se olvida.
Posted on: Sun, 28 Sep 2014 17:35:41 +0000
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