This morning Im already feeling all kinds of emotions. I dont like the feeling, because its something Im not use to. Usually I just feel one emotion, whether it be happy, sad, etc. Today Im sad, nervous, thankful, and trying to be as excited as I can for tomorrow. Lets start with positive. Im thankful, because my God is bigger than all of this. Thankful, because I know he has given me strength and will continue to do so. Thankful that things could be worse. Thankful that I have had this experience. Thankful that Gracie as of right now is warm and nicely tucked inside her mommy. Thankful that Gracie already knows she is loved. Thankful for the love and support of our family and friends! Thankful I have an amazing husband who has been by my side through all of this and has leaned not on his own understanding and trusted God. Thankful that Brett has been positive when I had my times of struggle being positive. Thankful that no matter the outcome it will be whats meant to be. Thankful that my nephew Coty made it to his 9th birthday today! Thankful my nephews are healthy and happy little boys! Sad, because I will no longer be pregnant. I wont be able to protect Gracie as much as Im use to. Sad, because what I have been use to for 34 weeks will no longer be. Nervous of the unknown. Nervous to know how tomorrow will be. Nervous of all the different emotions to come. Also, not going to lie, but a little nervous about my procedure. Excited! Excited to finally get to meet our miracle. Excited to lay my eyes on her for the first time and instantly feel nothing but overwhelming love. Excited that today my first nephew has his 9th birthday! All these emotions are running through me, but I know everything is going to be just fine and that we will be just fine. I ask for continued prayers as we go throughout this day, tomorrow, and for the future. Thank you all for loving our family! Who is ready for Gracie to be here tomorrow!?!? I know I cant wait to see her beautiful face!
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 15:34:56 +0000
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