This morning was a true test for me emotionally. As a photographer, a mother, as a human being...God tested my strength. When a client books you for a newborn shoot, you become overwhelmed with excitement for both you and the Mother-to-be. With the joy and excitement of expecting, it never crosses your mind that God may have other plans for that sweet little Angel... I received a phone call late last night. My new client, one that i havent met in person before, lost her baby boy just a few weeks before her due date. Her friend called me to fill me in on what happened and as i was about to offer my condolences and full refund of the session we had already booked.. she asked the question: Would you still consider taking pictures of the baby? My heart sank. A million questions entered my mind. Could I do this? Can I handle this emotionally? Can I be strong for this sweet little family? Lord, Help me. What do i do? He answered. 6:30 am: I woke up. No makeup on. Hair a mess. This is not the time to be glamorous. This is not about you. I drive to the hospital in silence, praying the entire 28 minute commute. Give me strength for this family.. There are no words to describe how I feel after this mornings session. I did what I promised my client just weeks ago. I did what I HAD to do as professionally as I possibly could. And after many, MANY reservations... in the end, I am humbled and blessed to be asked to do this. Please pray for this sweet little family and their new little Angel. The days ahead will be a trying time.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 16:41:10 +0000