This morning when I woke up, I decided to open this particular window that Ive never bothered to open ever since I moved into this house long ago. So immediately the dusty window flew open, something hard and dry fell from the hinge of the window to the floor next to my leg. I bent down and on closer look, jerked away in fright! It was a skeletone of a lizard, unusually bigger in size, dry and hard! I gathered courage and swept it out with my right hand holding the broom and my left hand covering my face. I didnt want to look at it, so I left just a little gap between my fingers, little enough to see it as I swept it out. I felt sorry for it though. What a painful death it had experienced! It must have been trapped between the wall and the window frame when someone was shutting the window, and whoever was doing so, didnt notice it was there. So it got pressed there and eventually died, decomposed and only the skeletone remained to tell its story! Death comes in many forms. Maybe one day Ill also die. Im saying maybe coz I might also live till the trumpet blows, you never know Hehe! But I always ask God, that if I have to die one day, then He makes it painless. I dont want to struggle with a disease, or die in a crash, be it a plane/car/train crash. I dont want to be stabbed to death or shot with a bullet. I dont want to drown in water or be burnt to death in fire. I dont want to starve to death or die in bombing. I fear being strangled or hung and I also dont wish to suffocate to death. I cant imagine dying in my sleep either and also not when Im awake staring. I dont want to be beaten till I die, or burried alive as in a landslide or earthquake. I dont want to collapse and die coz of heart attack or stress, and I also dont wish to die coz of poisoning. I cant imagine choking to death as I eat or drink and I cant commit suicide. I pray Ill never be attacked by any animal that can cause my death or die while delivering! I just hate death!... I wish I could evade it. Im just thinking
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 06:32:11 +0000
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