This really touched me deeply today. As an adopted child, you can often wonder why you werent wanted? Sometimes you just have to accept it was for your greater good. Im so blessed to have received the mother I got. Her love and support always fills me up. ... Ive recently made the hardest decision of my life in deciding to place my unborn son with a wonderful family. Although it deeply saddens me, I know he will have a better life than I could ever provide him. He is going to a home with two amazing daddies who will give him more love and affection than I could ever pray for. I never thought Id be strong or selfless enough to put my childs needs before my own, but I guess thats a part of growing up. I started into this pregnancy fighting to keep him, but at what cost? My health is deteriorating and with no support, my short years will leave him alone in the foster system. So Ive made the choice to place him in a forever home with open adoption. It kills me, but as Ive gone through this process I have journaled to him expressing my love and pain and fear through this decision. Including what made me choose his fathers. I just pray one day when he receives the letters, it will give him peace to know it was NEVER that he wasnt wanted... —Guest Felicia
Posted on: Thu, 24 Jul 2014 14:36:24 +0000
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