This year has been quite frankly the worst year of my life so far, with 6 people i have known for a long time, were close to and family members passing away. Every one of which i have fond and treasured memories of and was a shock to lose all of them. But the biggest blow came on the 8th of september when i lost my beautiful Nan. Those who know me will understand the depth of love i had for her. Myself and my family have lost our rock, the sunshine in the dark, the shelter for whatever storm we were going through. She was always there with advice, wise and comforting words, jokes, sarcastic comments, blatant honesty whether you liked it or not. She would keep all of us in check, by god if we put a foot out of line we would know about it, but everything she did and said was out of love. Ive always said i couldnt and wouldnt imagine life without her, but if two things are certain in this life, its that we come in and we go out. My nan left all of us utterly distraught, unimaginably devastated but she was a tough old cookie and its our turn to use her strength to remember all the amazing and precious time we spent with her. She left a lasting impression on every single person she met and knew. She was and still is loved by so many people. All i can say is that ive lost the most influential person in my life. One person i would give my life to bring her back. Someone i cant ever begin to explain how much i loved and respected. I cling on to every thought, picture and memory of my nan to keep her close in my heart and thoughts. Not a day has gone by or ever will go by where i havent missed or thought about you. I love you so so much, you have been there through my toughest times and i just wish with all my heart that we could have shared a thousand and more memories together. Life will never ever be the same again. Out of everything i just want to give you one last massive cuddle and tell you how much i love you. I can imagine what youd be saying right now, telling me to stop being so stupid, stop crying and make a cup of tea, only Im not as fussy about it being too strong or looking like ditch water haha. I had the hardest day of my life last thursday, the hardest day for the whole family. But it was a beautiful send off, and youre at peace now. Youre not suffering anymore and you can now sit high and mighty up in the sky with the rest of the family tutting and laughing at us all down here. Put your feet up, have a cup of tea and sleep tight and we will all miss you more than you could ever imagine. God will link the chain as one by one we meet again. I love you so so so much nanny, more than word can or will ever be able to describe. Forever and always xxxxxxxxxxx
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 21:09:41 +0000
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