Three years ago you wouldnt of caught me in shorts above the knee, dresses, shirts with sleeves shorter then five inches, or for heavens sake a tank top without wearing an over shirt to cover my arms. My self worth was at an all time low and I had close to no confidence. I dreaded being caught in a picture off guard and hardly had pictures that showed more than just my face. I saw myself as hideous, even though countless people told me I was beautiful. It took a long time for me to see my value, to be able to look into a mirror and see someone that was worth a damn. Im proud of myself for over coming my demons even though they still lay dormant, I will not let them win. I still indulge in giant bowls of ice cream and eat things that are horrible for me. I lay around some days letting my exhaustion over take me. But I have not, nor will I never give up on myself again. Our beauty is not just physical, our health is not just physical. Mind and body go hand in hand. Im fixing my mind and my body is following the path.
Posted on: Tue, 09 Sep 2014 21:50:13 +0000
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