Throwback Thursday Im remembering growing up listening to the Jackson 5 with lil MJ, Michael Jackson sportin the corduroy jacket and pants, my momma used to dress me just like him corduroy n all. Id watch the Jackson 5 cartoon... Thats when I fell in love with music In 1979 because it was an escape from my reality of being severely abused and almost killed by the woman who gave me birth due to bipolar syndrome and being the only daughter in a family of soldiers, her daddy a WWII veteran survivor and her brothas Vietnam Veterans survivors (not to justify what she did just understanding, like Minista Abraham Cortez told me when I shared. I had harbored so much anger growing up for years against my momma he and another friend of mine said she was sick and did the best she could. He said imagine what that poor girl went through to do something so terrible to her own flesh and blood. I had never even thought of why before. )... Last night at Jubilee Christian Center. I was reminded to forgive her because every family has their struggle even though I grew up with out you momma Rita Dupuy since I was 8 and remember mostly the bad. I do honestly forgive you whether youre alive or not. I forgave you a few years back because I wanted to be free and Jesus forgave me of my sins which are many. For all have sinned and fallen short of the Glory of God ,not one is with out even on our best days. Thank you Lord Jesus. The few good memories I have with my momma. I am thankful to God Almighty for allowing me to remember something as simple as a song.. A terrible year for me, but what the devil meant for evil, God turned it around for my good because He used music to literally save my life... because He uses music to share Love, and God is Love Forevermore... I am thankful that He called me, appointed and anointed me for His divine purpose to help the Kingdom of God grow if even for One soul at a time it is a tremendous thing ,for All the Angels rejoice in Heaven over One persons decision to follow Jesus. Have a blessed day yall and remember to choose Love because I woke up this morning with the breath of life God provided for me even while I was unconscious in my slumber. He gave me air and in doing that I am blessed with another day of life no matter what I face today. I find comfort and strenth in knowing that Jesus lives in me and when its my time leave this earth. Ill already be Victorious not a victim because of what He did on that Ole rugged cross for me, you and everyone... God bless yall in the most precious and beautiful, blessed name of Jesus. Jesus Loves you and so do I... Amen. +++
Posted on: Thu, 20 Nov 2014 18:43:04 +0000