Time flies,,, Todat is 30 0ct 2014,3 years have lapsed. These years have changed everything in my lyf. One of the painful day of my lyf the day u left me papa. May ALLAH Almighty raise ur status & give you higest rank in JANNAH. When I think about bygone days it seems like that three hundred decades have past but when i look into reality it seems like yesterday u were sitting beside me on 2nd October & i hugged yew & said dont worry papa yew will be alright soon ,,,,,, The helpless moment of my lyf i will neva forget till my last breath. Papaaa jiiiiiiii many people used to say this have changed that have changed but yew know papa your loss is irreplaceable. My world have collapsed & now there is no one to hold me or to protect me. The difficult part of my lyf to take breath without yew. The sky line of my world, The world that had surrounded me since childhood, crumbled in a matter of 3 to 4 weeks. I am getting on with my lyf but i misss u in every beat of my heart. There is nothing underneath & nobody above me. I am anxiously waiting for the day of judgement when will meet again inn sha ALLAH. I miss those moments when we were together, we used to do daily activities together, my lyf was full of energy. We used to go here and there but now i wake up in the morning & remember that i need not to go anywhere. Now nothing material is left but your photographs jackets handicrafts money dairy contacts # some written work :(((( The biggest challenge i have now is to choose what that lyf will be. I am still in depleted stage i slowly realised that this world is nothing more then a deceiving enjoyment. I cant change back and save yew PAPA the pain of losing yew was profound but inevitable. I will never be the same as ever as i was before. i am incomplete without yew. we shared memories that nobody else share which means we both knew each other differerently than anyone else. My view of the world also changed. Iused to think that world had ininfinite choice to discover & i had endless curiosity, lyf seemed to go on forever & never thought about separation but after ur burial, that all changed alot my PapA jAni ( CH : Amanat , PAPA K bachay , mery rent waly BaBa , papaaaa jiiiiiii , papa meri jaan mera maan, meri sari duniya mery PAPA :(((((((( I want 2 tell u that people used 2 say that time will heal every thing but i strongly disagree cz this wound deepens with every breath i take. I miss those moments at every occasion of my lyf when yew used 2 say sadu mera mona, mera bacha . mera sadan baba, meri jaan , meri choti c chirya , mery ghar ki ronak , especially aap ka GANA look chup jana maki ka dana raja ki byti ,,,,,, mery mona ny roxa rakha , itny c jaan ha, mery samny khao , Sadu chup kyo ha , itny c baat par narax ha, itny bhary baap ki byti or itna sa dil SADUUUUUuuuuuuuuuu,,,,,,,,,,,,,
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 20:21:33 +0000
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