Time is this ancestor of a power we all wish to understand, and also know we will never truly fathom. We are all infinite, and finite, upon this world we climb to find continuously, as we know we know nothing. That the possibility of our energy, no matter what we have ever known, has taught us how to come to fruition. The only true sadness of humanity, is we all tend to agree to what is easiest. Let things be, and see what happens. Natural talent is generated, generative! And yet we also influence an unnatural influence, a practice, or discipline, or secondary nature we polarize with our natural state of being. To be a miser of energy, took real time to see... myself, to see people in general. It is to truly consider your actions, your words... to convey, as oppose to express. interpretation is dangerous, and simplicity is and mostly is, intensity itself. We find comfort in accepting what we know we will never understand, our ignorance. There is no solution in it, and so humanity finds itself in its struggle for freedom. Ignorance is the real, arch nemesis. To point it out, identify our struggles, and lay claim to our misery. Patterns easily fed, I can no longer afford to abide. Identify the struggles fine, but to learn to bless them with love and knowledge together. to know thyself. to trust, thyself... Life is too short believe in one thing. and death is too close too not believe in something. Whatever we choose to grab onto as an idea, I believe that is what determines our fate as a person. I have chosen nothing... Always have... It has led me to the age I am at 24, creepin onto 25. I must stalk my time on this earth, for I now know my mortality determines my capacity for influence in this world... and only now have I learned to attempt it in words. Healer, Seer, Truth Seeker, Writer, Musician, Warrior, Human, Dreamer, Lover, Guardian, Gate-Keeper, Protector, Watcher, Arbitrator, Empath. I am all of these, as I have come to know myself, and my tendency is to forget... the world, the universe is so abstract, that it teaches me more of myself new, each day, without realizing what I leave behind. As death brings new life, vice verse shows itself gently, as we come to know one another. I regard my self-reflection as an inevitable source, in which I feed and come back to for council, for digestion of life, and for the integration of my work as a spiritual, energetic/human being. Best criticisms Ive heard lately have been from my vocalist. My bass player he, he is the spiritual type. Grounded you know, so grounded, he went through the earth, came out the other side, and has his head in the clouds all over again. Simplicity is the righteous ruthlessness we all are asking for. Not everyone is will to provide, and those who are, are not always sure those who are asking are willing to listen... Patience... The one thing Humans rarely likely to hear. I love patience... it has taught me to admire my complexity into a simplicity at the young age of 24, and acknowledge the threshold I have with time. With energy, with attention, with compassion. With Intention... If only I could convey a simple tribute... It seems I can only ask those who are daring/willing enough to see my words, my intention, to the end... They are my comrades... My brothers at arms, be it family or beyond it, all the same to my heart... May this year tribute. For I rise to its coming... I am, finally ready. Life... Breathe it, without restriction of the heart. Sacrifices are meant to be made, in certain times, to see, the real love that exists within the space unseen. So much goes unsaid with what we wish for others, what we love of others, how we view ourselves among them, or even just how we feel with those we love. To embrace it... Is the only real self-reflection I choose to recognize anymore. The rest, the questions, doubts, and fatigue... it is a drowning gray that may need my attention to taunt it from its own lure. But today, I choose to accept my trials, and take the baby steps needed, to remind myself, who I truly am.
Posted on: Thu, 27 Mar 2014 20:18:02 +0000
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