To the greatest love I have ever known.......I dont want to do any of this babe....please come back please! You gave more than I ever could,you were stronger than I ever was....you were better,your love made me better so you standing next to God and next to me,I ask yet for something I know you both can give me which is the strength to accept the things I cannot change and the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.....Im so lost and lonely,I can hear your voice all day and I can feel you next to me watching our boy play and for a minute act happy,he says mommy it just feels like Im dreaming....I just keep trying to go wake myself up...grief is worse when outside of your own you have to watch a six yr old lil boy deal with all of this grown up stuff with a lil boy heart and a lil boy mind yet at times is wiser than all of us,so thank you for loving me,for loving him and for being the best dad,you were to him what your dad was to you,you doubted yourself too much babe but you have no idea how much you are loved and respected!! Goodnight baby,c u tomorrow!!
Posted on: Thu, 19 Jun 2014 02:33:35 +0000