Today I opened my eyes at my normal wake up hour, looked at my bedroom door and decided i did not want to play with what ever was behind that door. So I rolled over and argued with myself to stay in bed for awhile longer. Now how come I can never sleep in! As after my morning yesterday I really am not sure i wanna play today too...as today I have to deal with others stupidity. I am not fond of making a fuss but there are times when others need to be held accountable for their actions and I am the protector, the lover, and the peace maker of this house. I offer no peace offering to those gas folks now.....as for love...i love always but fear has made me angry. Feelings of abandonment have made me feel sad....but almost blowing up...pissed me off! So...today I go and deal with that......why cant folks just do what they are suppose to do and do it right? I am tired of having faith in others to to what they are paid to do and discover they are half assed dangerous. I am tired of listening to folks tell me what i need to do...and what is wrong around here...yet never offer help? People...what the hell happened to humanity? and now....I must go deal with this day...and all the crap others dished into my world through their stupidity...not mine.....is it any wonder i do not play nice with others so i isolated myself here on the funny farm? eee gads......how many times will I count to ten today.....as bail money is needed to pay for the propane fixes..........if that propane company does not make right the error their employee made......
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 16:52:50 +0000
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