Today in life I am so blessed to have paid attention about Who I am will I am and why I go so hard for any dream I have.I have learn so many things life growth and development I am going to be my teacher today and give me A+ for getting better understanding what I want not life today...My mentor ask me what that sadness look that you have in your eyes what is it that make you have that look at Times...Today I know what it is and what I got to do to fix it that is the relationships with my children, my children have always been my motivation theyre my energy the only thing that I know for sure that I need to even breathe sometimes..One thing that I regret in life today letting a person convince me that I am incapable I dont have the proper tools or I have not never been a good parent to my children in life..I know now what the piece of me that I am missing and thats the only way Im going to be come whole for the first time in my life. I was talking to my oldest daughter Travonna this morning and and my son Charles come in my room and then baby Ausha upstairs and gave me a kiss on my cheek and said mommy I love you...and the conversation that me and my children had now I know what the sadness is..I have always keep a few dollars and found out anyway to make it happen and Ive always taking care of my kids and made sure that I they was well taken care of at any means, and I never just dropped them off and left to nowhere and we always had it popping and I have supported multiple family and friends for my whole life. I made the the biggest mistake of my life 9 years ago I let the devil to convince me that I was incapable not equipped lack of tool no support and was ready for all my children together.I will never in life let any other people convince me of my capabilities of me I am very assured very highly qualified and certified to be a woman a mother and a business tycoon I was then and Im definitely a great mother Now then back then I dont even care if I was drunk,high broke, sober I have always been a mother..I was thinking about doing a party for my birthday but I think Ima throw a womens empowerment lunch because I think women in the northwest most of us have not been raised by women so we had to learn on our own and we have made mistakes but we have made great accomplishment...I think you better be very careful where you get your advice your information because you dont know if that person is qualified to even give you that information or even understand the path that you need to design to get through your situation...Good have blessed need to have taken everything I got from everybody throw that s*** in the garbage I only kept the right information that I know was truth.The Only person that I had to pay attention to my whole life and listen to was Me and once I forgot who I was I forgot my own capabilities and I was unsure of what I could do thats when I drop the ball....Its not what you do its how you do it theres many things you may need to change in life but never question who you are whats your worth and value every family didnt have to look like the Huxtables to be a family but they probably better and stronger and smarter then the Huxtables whatever be in life···God has blessed me with 6 children and today I am missing 3 of them like crazy , But today I know I have always been a good mother and I am happy for the change in my life but theres things about me that I should never change and that East substance of Who I am Me and my new best friend Mrs 206 Entertainment is what Im building my familys Legacy Foundation and financial stability Im getting a job is over..Its all for me and my children my God..
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 21:56:48 +0000
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