Today is an emotional day. Twenty-two years ago I was celebrating Bethanys birthday with her and her parents at Brothers Three. She always ordered cheese pizza with very little sauce. This is one of the last times I would see her in this world. Their is no time limit to grief and loss. Im sobbing as I type this. I never had a sister growing up. When I met BJ I knew I had found a best friend. My first friend when I moved from MN to WI. She liked me even though I had a funny accent and called the bubbler a drinking fountain. Lol. And soda a pop. We were inseparable for years. Her parents were like my parents and my parents were like her parents. The anniversary of her death is in just a few short days. It feels like the accident just happened yesterday. I still feel the emotions and the events leading up to the accident, the accident, and the days and months that followed play on a loop in my mind. Its like this every year. I remember getting told it would get easier with time. Im here to say, no it does NOT. The pain will never go away. Im still angry. Maybe it would be easier if I could find forgiveness in my heart for Jeff. But I cant. I dont think I ever will. Our lives were torn apart and I was robbed of experiencing growing up with my best friend. I love you BJ. I know youre with me and watching over me. Thanks for keeping me safe all these years during my crazy exploits. Happy 39th birthday Bethany ❤
Posted on: Mon, 28 Jul 2014 18:41:16 +0000
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