Today was the first day to the new beginning. I seen a counselor today and Im not sure if it did or did not help but its a start. It took a lot for me to realize that even though I think I can handle anything that this life throws at me I can not do it all alone. This does not and I emphasize does NOT make me a weak person just makes me smart enough to know I am not superman like many others may believe I am. I have always been there for everyone and anyone thats needed me and never felt that I needed someone to vent to. I was wrong. Now that I am going thru my second divorce I have learned that just because the union is over it does not mean that I do not still love my now to be two exs. I will always think about well both of them. Doesnt mean I want them back just means I care. Now with that said Erica will always be Bellas mother period she will never be replaced in that position. Although many may fill the void nobody can replace a mother or a father. Bella will learn this through time now I will go public and say I have a very special person that I think the world of and I will not say her name but she knows and if she wants to come forward thats up to her. But with that said this is new things were over and I have my morals. I give my loyalty, honesty faithfulness to any relationship I may ever come into. Regardless if its personal or professional. I have brilliant business partner lazy sometimes but brilliant and always there when I truly need him. I have significant other that well lights the fire under my ass that Ive never needed in the past but need now. Thank you you know who u are. With that said 2015 will be a very very successful year for me personally and professionally our business will prosper my personal life will as well even though it may be just me and my Bella boo. Good luck to everyone in 2015 and have a great holiday season and be safe
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 23:01:01 +0000
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