Tomorrow. Is it a promise or a hope? For me it is a hope. A dream to come. You know as I face mortality I begin to slowly realize how many hours or days I just wasted. I remember the days of barking and fussing at kids to be quiet while daddy worked at home, at night. Just to get ahead The best way to achieve Corporate excellence and gain a career path is to be willing to do what others were not. God answered my prayers. But what did I sacrifice to get here? What will it show when I am gone? The salary I make goes to normal living expenses and now dr Bills. Lol at 15-28k a week. It blows out pretty quickly. But really. The money is not important. Its the time that I wasted. Chasing a dream instead in something that is far more valuable How many times did I miss a night with my wife because there was a corporate dinner or I was in a jet to be back stage at the cmas. Or taking customers to a nfl game on and on. I have now( sadly) learned the value of an hour. The precious gift of a smile to your family, even when you do not want to or feel like it. I see the foolishness of being irritated. One thing about facing death, no two actually. First. One must know his/ her salvation is secure. Truly I ask you to pause , if you are kind enough to read my rambling then please take a moment and ask yourself: self; If I die today where will I go? What happens? Know that you know. Secondly, I now clearly perceive the value of time. Sure one has to work but dont forget the ball and glove and picnics and walks around the park while you still have them. I used to see time as a worthy foe. One I constantly battled. Now I welcome him like an old friend and embrace him as he has given one more sunset to smile at Finally. Thank you all for allowing me to be open about the things that a cancer patient faces. It is therapeutic to me. It allows me to get this stuff out away from me and to share it with anyone who cares. Live. Love and enjoy this crazy ride called life! And Melissa Autry. I wouldnt change a thing at the end if it. I was a pretty useless human being until you found me. Thank you my love for this remarkable life we have shared. Good night all.
Posted on: Mon, 14 Jul 2014 00:49:34 +0000
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