Tonight as I write this, tears pour from my eyes, rolling down my checks. out of nowhere I just start bawling, seeing a picture of Jarryd when he was just one month old. oh how time has flown by. i wish i could go back and start all over. Ive done so much wrong being his mother. Ive made so many mistakes. have drifted away from my baby and it hurts so bad how much I have neglected him over these past 6 years. its so hard for me i struggle everyday with all my own problems that i push him away. it breaks my heart and Im so disgusted with how selfish i have become. Im so sorry my son, mommy loves you so very much. i hope one day you will understand. Lord, please help me to be the mother i have failed to become, i am selfish and cruel, filled with sin. i beg of you God, please heal my pain, open my eyes, and fill my heart with nothing but love. bless my son Lord, hes just a little boy whose mom is lost. heal his hurt Lord God for i am the one to blame. wash him in your love. in Jesus name i pray, amen.
Posted on: Mon, 24 Nov 2014 03:53:31 +0000
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