Tonight is very rough for me. . . As i left the funeral home, my insides began to ache an ache i have never felt before. today seemed so unreal to me. . I look at my precious angel and see his peaceful little body laying there as if he were asleep... As I left, being the very last ones to leave the funeral home, I was devastated when I realized that my baby had to be left alone in that big room all by himself... Now I know his soul is in Heaven... And all around me, I feel it, I know he is near... but to see his little body laying there killed a piece of me that I dont know if i can ever get back. . I wanted to run back in and just curl up on the floor beside him... sleep will not come easy anytime soon, I know this. Tomorrow is dreaded by me because i know it is the last time i will ever see his physical body... The last time i will touch his silky hair and skin, and the last time i can hold his little hand and kiss his sweet little head.... The thought of this is more than my mind can wrap around right now... My insides feel as though they have been ripped from my flesh and stomped on... I want to thank everyone for all the help, and support, and kindness that you have all shared. My heart gleams when I see the amount of people my boy has touched... God gave us a true gift when He gave us Caden. . . I am a proud momma, and so proud of all of my beautiful children who are so strong and Loving... God has blessed me with so much in my life, I just dont even know where to begin to thank Him. 5 beautiful children, a wonderful family, supportive friends, 5 amazing years with Caden, Love, strength, hope!!! God Bless all of you, and thank you for being a part of our lives!!
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 04:29:19 +0000
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