#TransparentGiftMoment If you cant take a gift being transparent, please stop reading! My 1st mentor in the prophetic, Apostle Ezreaonne Jackson, taught me that anointed vessels go through lows after highs in ministry and the more you walk, the better youll be able to gage the lows and navigate successfully through them. I was sharing this with my new found loves ,Tyshawnda Silver and MarQuise Terrell Douglas after ministering last Sunday along with some other things, very aware that there was a possibility of its coming; not depression, but a low. There is a difference in the lows and depression. I am intimately acquainted with both so I know! I am delivered from depression. This was a full scale attack to combat every word spoken in the message. I, at some point in this thing, learned the lesson and could overcome the lows with ease, or so I thought. There was a powerful outpouring of the spirit last Sunday which was the prerequisite to a powerful low! This one was gradual, unlike the others, catching me unaware, and even off guard so off guard that I didnt really know it was happening until I crashed under the weight! Today was the crash! When I experienced a space like this, in the past, I like my apostle avoided conversation and just rode it out because everyone CAN NOT and WILL NOT understand! I went to church as usual, but this time, weighted and heavy. I came out, with some relief but still weighted and heavy. Nobody noticed. Ive become skilled in discreet dismissals; undetected. Thank God for my Aunt Donaval Mitchell!! I was transparent and shared my heart, my tears, my sobs, my disappointments, my doubts, and my fears and she very skillfully answered every one with the word of God and the reassurance of support necessary to walk me through! I had not planned to share. I was talking like everything was normal but she asked one question that started the barrage of tears and confessions! It amazed me how quickly the low became a no and peace was mine again! #Humbled #Grateful #Empowered
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 05:29:55 +0000
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