Twas the night I turned ghetto queen had to turn big and mean what a change it was for me changing to a bad ass and thief just wasnt me but now the path was paved and groomed something that was damn scary and totally new was I ready for this? I had to sit and stew I didnt know if I was cut for this job of being tough had to change all my friends my old ones wouldnt hang around me so then alas here comes the crips blue bandanas was the grip and oh oh definitely was a trip they laid it on the line was I cut out to be with knife strife and life filled with crime I had an accomplice in tow well more than one they knew what to do these men you couldnt snow and yes the one beat me bloody and blue but I didnt have a say I didnt dare then the next job came basically as. A stripper actually called a bikini bar but those girls wanted money sold what they could to feed their kids supper supported much as they could I started hanging with a crazy group I would of let em probably would of killed me too if they could I saw things Id never seen before was so damn scary some days I wanted out the door but by that time I was in to deep man most of them were violent and slimy creeps did have some of them looking out for me one man Sammy boy in the crips gang begging me to get off the shit again but at the time I couldnt do run amuck up and down the hood running the streets again then no more was I scared was basically an enemy blood too if ya in a gang there aint no explanation I was pulling scams left and right most people didnt dare come near me Id chew em up spit em out thats what I had to do or I blast them off have a savage fight all I had was numbers to call and my foot soldiers would come in for the fall they finally knew I wasnt playing games I wasnt gonna be tame I was going to do what I could to get what I wanted I played fair at work but on the streets was a different kinda fair you could always hear the sirens roaring helicopters every where on a good night so you see I aint gonna let all my secrets out I was bad there that wasnt a doubt my soldiers could count on me tried and true many a things that would make your face turn different shades of blue nothing ever scared me never anymore never anymore was nothing new but to this day I am a new girl left that life of strife behind many a years ago turned a new leaf over like a shiny new penny setting an example for my daughter now to be adored........All Rights Reserved Robin Pauley
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 02:58:05 +0000
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