UPDATE ON WHATS GOING ON Its been the majority of a week now, I have been taking care of the wife (she had her acl on her knee replaced), taking care of sick kids (flu and bronchitis), and filling out applications since 3:30 Thursday afternoon. I am trying, with everything I have, to turn a new leaf in my life and take care of my whole family the way that they deserve. Its time for me to grow up, and join in the real world. I need to get a job, take care of my family, and take care of my household necessities.... With my mom passing, its made me realize that not a single one of us are guaranteed tomorrow, tonight, or even 20 seconds from now. Its time for me to quit living in the past chasing a dream thats nothing more than just that, a dream. No more what if I do this, what if I did that. No more dreaming of what my future could be if I had done this or that different. Lifes is too short for what ifs, how comes, whys and why nots. Its time for me to make something happen instead of waiting for the perfect opportunity to fall in my lap. Ive made a lot of, what you could call, mistakes in my life. I have also said and done a lot of things I should regret. Ive finally came to terms with something though. Everyone has flaws, everyone makes mistakes, every single person has regrets. Life is an incredible journey if you do it right, and if youve made mistakes.... good! That means youre living a little. If you have regrets, do something now, today to fix it. If you cant fix it, then at least use it for what it is, a life experience. Maybe it will help you to know what not to do next time. If youre not happy, change it. Be happy! This past few months has made me realize that life is way too short for feeling sorry for yourself. All this does is emphasize your own flaws TO YOU. Life feels a lot better when you quit feeling sorry for yourself, get up off your ass, and start doing something, anything to better the lives of your family and yourself. I wrote this to post it so I make sure to hold myself to it, to make sure I make a better life for my family, and to be a positive example to my kids...... its hard to believe that someone that is NOT religious, but still has morals and values wrote this ;) ~sending love out to all my friends and family ( sometimes family isnt decide on whether its by blood or not)~
Posted on: Fri, 31 Jan 2014 05:48:02 +0000
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