Ugh! The last 2 times I quit smoking successfully for more then 2 months, I didnt have a job. So I just slept all day and didnt actually feel these symptoms. Holy mother if god do I wanna curl up into a tiny little ball and die. Seriously, I feel like Im half dead. Or between the realms. I could almost literally step from this dimension straight into another. Actually, Im pretty sure thats what I did this morning. I had the most vivid dreams last night. So vivid that I remember every random detail, and when my alarm went off this morning, I was pulled from that dream world into this super shitty reality world, where my body hates me and every muscle hurts.....or is this the dream world...... Oh god make it stop....
Posted on: Sun, 04 Jan 2015 17:49:14 +0000