Unforgetable# Insert 13 Going back to Oasis was harder then I thought I felt like I was leaving behind apart of me Gabriel he had promised to come see as soon as he could Sam: you seem many miles away I sang back at him MeI think am inlove and he sang back at me Sam how do you know Me I need him Sam but need is not enough Me I want him Sam we dont always get what we want Me I cant live without him Sam then it might be love we laughed at the fact that we just sang our whole conversation Sam: if you love him, then dont let him go I looked at Sam Me: I told him I needed a couple weeks Sam: to do what, figure out an excuse as to why you shouldnt take the risk Me: maybe Sam: and maybe all you need to do is take the leap of faith Me; I plan to, I just need to figure out how my landing will be first Sam: you dont get it, a leap of faith requires you to not think,to not figure it requires you to jump and pray you land without breaking something Me; like I said, I will think about it Sam: ok then we got to oasis in the early mornings of the Monday Sam dropped me and Gabby off before heading home I needed to think I had a late shift at Blues tonight Gabby wanted to go to Mrs Brooks So I walked her and came back took a bath and got in bed Halle called as I was laying in bed Halle: I have news Me; news what news Halle: am not sure if this is good news or bad news but its news and I thought you deserved to know Me: halle can you spit it out already Halle: well someone at the auction took a video of you singing Me: WHAT!!! Halle: I know I KNOw but thats not the news Me: just tell me Halle: whoever did it put you up on youtube I sank into my pillow and wanted to just drown Halle; thats not the biggest news though Me: theres more Halle: theres more, I have had 3 producer/managers call me asking for you Me: NO NO NO NO Halle: dont worry I did not hand them your details but you going to have to deal with them eventually Me: this is all your fault Halle: this time yes it is Me: am going to get you Halle; that sounded evil Me; I dont want to be part of that world tell them that my phone beeped Me: I have an incoming call bye Halle; bye I ended the call and answered the incoming call Gabriel: hey superstar Me: dont go there Gabriel: your video is growing a life of its own, I had a guy call me and offer me money for your number Me: oh God no Gabriel: I didnt give it over but I told him id talk to you Me; I dont want to be famous nor do I want the spotlight I dont want to record and album I dont want to perform I dont want any of it Gabriel:can I ask why Me: because that world is the reason I dont have a mother today,she left me to go chase a dream Gabriel: am sorry I didnt know Me: nobody knows, I dont want this Gabriel, I love singing but singing brings back so many bad memories my father hated that I could sing he would..lets just say I dont want to be in that world Gabriel: he would what Me: I have to go talk to you later I ended the call there are somethings a special person should not hear over the phone but laying there I thought about what Sam was saying taking a leap of faith and not worring about the landing could I do that with Gabriel I went to sleep that night with the thought a leap of faith on my mind that was 3 weeks ago Sam: you ok you dont look so good Me: am good just tired Sam: oh we can not go today Me; can we not, am just feeling really wierd Sam: get some sleep its your day off Me: I will The minute Sam left I rushed to the bathroom to throw up until I had nothing but air left in stomache I washed my mouth and crwaled into bed the sun was up outside but I felt like sleeping the day away which is so unlike me I am not a lazy person I must have fallen asleep I was woken up by a knock I dragged myself off the bed and opened the door Gabby: you sick mommy Me: yeah how was creche Gabby: fine Miss Pinglton says hi Me: alright are you hungry Gabby: a little bit Me: ok then little monster wash those hands and Il make you a sandwich. making Gabby a sandwich took all my energy not to throw up at the horrible smells Gabby: daddys coming tomorrow oh yeah totally forgot about that Gabriel was coming to see us I wasnt up to it I felt like death I gave Gabby her sandwich and she sat down and ate Gabby: I miss daddy Me: he will be here for the whole weekend with you Gabby: I know but I wish we can live with him Me; I know little monster Gabby: one day right mommy Me: yeah one day I dont know maybe but I couldnt give Gabby that answer me: il tell you what, how about I call Annes mom and you can sleep over at Annes house tonight Gabby: YES PLEASE I took the phone and made the call after packing a bag for Gabby, I took her over at Annes house came home and crwaled into bed tired and sleepy I slept right through the night in the morning it was Gabriel who woke me up Me: what Gabriel: is that how you greet someone who came to the country to see you am at a hotel Me; sorry just not feeling great oh God I felt myself about to throw up and rushed to the bathroom I havent eaten anything Gabriel: LISA I washed my mouth Me: yeah am here sorry you had to hear that Gabriel: am coming over send me directions I did as he asked and not even 20 minutes I heard the knock at the door Gabriel: DAMN strawberry you look really bad have you seen a doctor Me: not yet Gabriel: take a bath and il take you wheres Gabby Me: I sent her to stay with her friend I didnt want her seeing me like this Gabriel: I understand why come on lets get you cleaned up I went to take a bath and got dressed Gabriel: ready Me; yeah We walked out and got in his car Gabriel: which way I gave him the directions to the doctors We sat in line waiting for my name to be called Gabriel: I hate this Me; relax we almost there Gabriel: I can buy this town 10 times Lisa I dont have to wait Me; cutting in would be rude that not how Nanna raised you Gabriel: haha what did you just say, you had to bring nanna into this Me: only way Gabriel: well I.. his response was stopped by the calling off my name We both got up and walking into the office Andrew: Lisa how can I help you today I told him about my symptoms Andrew: when was the last time you were on your periods ok now that is a embarrassing question Me: they were suppose to come last week I think maybe am not sure Andrew; ok first I want to do a pregnancy test just to get that out the way take this and go pee I looked at Gabriel his face was masked I couldnt tell what he was thinking could we have bought another baby into this messed up world I took the cup and went to pee came back and gave it to Andrew Andrew: I will be right back I nodded not trusting my voice he closed the door behind him Me; Gabriel please say something Gabriel: we never used protection, Me; oh, I looked to the side Gabriel: lisa thats not how I meant it look at me please Me: am sorry, I wont bother you if I am carrying your child, iv done it before I can do it again I was fighting tears Gabriel: thats not how I meant it, I will be there if we having another baby lisa I will be there every step of the way I will be there I wont miss a thing Me: ok am scared Gabriel: hey am here now he pulled the chair I was sitting on closer and pulled me onto his lap Andrew: well we will need to do a bloodtest but Lisa congratulations you going to be a mother I looked at Gabriel it was as if my reaction depend on his and his reaction was to smile at me Gabriel; you carring apart me inside of you again Me; I am Gabriel: am going to be a father again Me: you are Gabriel: thank you Lisa, you have made me the most happiest man on earth right now you have amazing, I came here not expecting this but as always with you I get more then I expect I will forever be thankful for this for carring my children for me for giving me this chance to be a father for allowing me a chance at a family I wiped my tears and nodded with no ability to say a word after that we left andrews office Gabriel: Lisa Me; Il move back to the city Gabriel: thank you, I dont want to miss out on this pregnancy like I did with Gabriella Me: I know thats why am moving back with you at the end of the weekend but now lets go pick up Gabby she missed you Gabriel; I missed her and you but work has been so hectic..
Posted on: Tue, 25 Nov 2014 08:54:38 +0000
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