Uthando Lomzali - Chapter 18 I so much wanted to be with uMonde, I felt that he is not feeling me, he does not understand what was happening kum ngaphakathi. He thought I was selfish , kanti I was far from being selfish, I was the opposite. My life was not only revolving around him and his plans, I also had a family which I had to think about as well. That’s one of the disadvantages of dating someone who has already made it in life especially career wise, you are expected to fit in, in his plans, his readiness to settle down , while you are still starting your own journey and career. I was at peace with the fact that I knew ukuthi ndiyamthanda and I was not about to dump him any time soon, I expected some compromise from him as well that is to go back to where I was in my life journey. Ive done my share, made my sacrifice and became pregnant for him Before ndisebenze nokusebenza , Just to give him the one thing that he so much desired, umntwana and mna all I wanted was to find myself outside Monde. The fews weeks ebendiyihleli eMdantsane was also an eye opener, for me , ukuthi abantwana basekhaya bayasokola, the grant money that Makazi was collecting for them, was close to nothing. They were written poverty all over, I saw poverty in their eyes and I could feel it in their skins, It was thick. I was their only hope, given isituation kaSisi. Also It was killing me into yokuthi asinakhaya, sisahlala kuloSisi. I was determined to work hard to change that. Monde has done a lot already for me, I was not expecting him to continue to do the same for my siblings, ndikhona ndimdala. Ngoku bebeyingxaki yam not eka Monde.Nento yokuthi ndizohlala eKapa naye ndisaqala ukuphangela, I knew he did not want my money but I felt that is was going to create some problems in the near future , Ngoba mna I was going to work for my family first. I could have chosen the easy way out , go to Cape Town, Have a nice life with my man and forget about everything else, i.e turn a blind eye I could not shem.Bendizimisele ukuzimela and work very hard ukuvusa ikhaya lam. Back to the Story .. On our arrival Emdantsane, it was late around 6, his flight yona ibingo 9:15 pm So he neede to be at the airport around 8:15 pm latest so that he can have enough time to return the car and check in. Monde: I wish besifike earlier yhazi Luv, so that sibenokuya kwi Gyno maan , I am really excited, can’t wait to see i-scan. Me: I can still go tomorrow, nam I am anxious Yhoo baby . I need to hear the heart beat of our baby, how far I am, and the Dos and Donts of a pregnant woman. Andithi ndingulomntu ungakwaziyo ukubuza koMakazi yet ? Monde: No stress vha Luv, you can go tomorrow, xa ndifaka imali yakho yokhwela, I’ll also transfer for iGyno as well, u can do i- walk in tomorrow without making any appointment. Kodwa Nana there will never be the right time to share lento yethu kwi- family zethu , Let’s do it baby, what are we waiting for ? I promise by the time ufika eKapa Friday, izobe seyiyazi eyam ifamily, if it was for me baby, I wish umfana wam angazalwa sesitshatile but we’ll talk , there is no pressure. Me: Ubuxelwe ngubani kanene ukuthi sizofumana Umfana ? He laughed . Shuu in less than 2 months weve done it all, dating, pregnancy and now umtshato, slow dann baby tshini..Khawume ngale yomtshato, lets deal nalentaba I phambi kwethu kuqala. I also think I’ll break the news to them ngomso nam , but andiziqondi kamnandi ndiyoyika. Monde: waske wandihleka umntu , Andithi I said there is no pressure kaloku, mara Luv I’ve known you all your life, nawe ngokunjalo. What else do you really want to know about me before sitshate? Knowing you to be igwala elikhulu uzokwazi ukubaxelela maar? Andiphendulanga, ube nyanisile bendiboyika nyani . Besesingena kwa 2. I thought he’ll just drop me and leave. Ndibone ngoMonde eyomisa phambi kwendlu , wayiqwela ngokuthi ahlike naye. I told myself ukuthi andizomnqanda tuu. Anyway sekukho nomntwana everybody is bound to know anyway. He took my bag, sangena. Everyone was shocked ukuthi ndihlangani phi noMonde, USisi was also there but she was sleeping e-roomini. actually ebepoqile. UNcumisa ebeselebuyile esibhedlele noKamva, behleli eRoomini. Monde uye wabulisa wabuza impilo ku Makazi no Cynthia bavuma with their puzzled look. Monde: Makazi andihlelanga maan , bendigodusa uLondi . Makazi: Enkosi Monde, I thought kudala wabuyela eKapa? Yhuu uyalithanda elicala tyhini Monde. Nihlanganaphi noLondi? NoMonde siphendule ngexesha elinye, Monde was saying besise Port Alfred mna I was saying sihlangene e Town . Hayi ke ngoku Ndaxakwa yilento kaMonde, just like that ? Imagine xa kuxakwe mna how much more kuMakazi no-Cynthia ? Siye sajongana noMonde, Oomakazi basijonga as well. U- Cynthia ebewathe ntaa amehlo ingathi azakuphuma , indlebe zona ibingathi ziya twezeka kukuthanda iindaba. Uye walungisa nokuhlala, enendawo ezithi ngwityi ngwityi. Makazi: hayi andiyazi Ba soseliphi komkhulu , her facial expression had changed by then , I think she was suspecting ukuthi something is not adding up. Asimphendulanga sobabini, uMakazi excused uCynthia Esithi makayoncedisa uNcumisa emntwaneni eroomini, uCynthia ebengathandi tu but engena choice, uphume emjamele kanjani uMakazi eshuxuza. I wanted to laugh ndazinqanda, sashiyeka sobathathu eLounge. NoMonde besithe cwaka ubungava nesipeliti okanye unotaka owayo. Makazi: Londi uhambe apha usithi uya eBhayi ezitshomini, Now I am hearing something from UMonde ukuthi ubunaye ePort Alfred. I know you two to be trustworthy. Monde if ULondi is involved in any mischief I still expect you umlungise not to cover for her even if you are no longer part of her life. Asika- yigqibi nale kaNcumisa. Usukaphi Londi ? Nde Cwaka, I looked at uMonde. I nodded , indicating kuye ukuthi its fine he can talk , I trusted uMakazi. Hee wa-sweta umntu, andiyazi yintoni iswetisa njani ngoku andithi yilento ebeyifuna ,I was also tired of playing hide and sick bendiready to come out of the closet. Lying is high maintenance, kaloku you always have to build up on the lie you said yesterday, already besesithetha into engahlanganiyo. Monde: Makazi as I said, ULondi was with me , ePort Alfred not eBhayi. Please excuse me, Ixesha selixhatshwe yinja, Its time for me to go, I- flight yam is leaving very soon. Londi uzakusele uthetha noMakazi Nhe? Uye wophuza abantwana, wacelindlela. Ndiye ndamkhupha ukuya emotweni. Bendime ngasefestileni emotweni, yena ebengaphakathi emotweni already but engekayi -starti imoto. Me: haibo baby waqala into wagqiba wayishiya nam? Monde: my luv, ndoyikile, uyibonile i-look ka Makazi ?, bangandigalela ngamanzi abilayo, this is between you and your family. Lets come out baby for once and for all and deal with the headache this thing will bring , once for all Sthandwa Sam. We are not children Londi, tell her everything nana vha, Ill phone u late..I know its not gonna go well, but at least it will be out. Me: Easier said than done, ndiyoyika nam baby, but hey sewundigabulele izigcawu. Monde: I know Luv, ingathi kusoyika mna, you can do it, do it for us, do it for our baby , I need you Londi. I love you baby. Mandihambe nana look sebesijonge nge -festile. Me: ok luv, bye ke Sthandwa Sam . I became emotional , thinking ukuthi eish Monde is saying Bye Bye thinking ukuthi uzondibona in few days time, and mna I knew it will time , to be precise long time before sibonane. Monde: I love you vha, andifumani ne-kiss na? I knew he did not mean it. He thought ndizakumkhuza, to his pleasant supprise I kissed him Monde: Yhoo hampa wena utsho endityhala ? , Ufuna ndihambe sedigqogqwa ngamantye apha yifamily yakho. I laughed , ndabaleka ukuyongena endlwini. He waited ndade ndongena, then he started the car wahamba.
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