Vent: I wish more people understood that Im actually just a kind heart, a gentle spirit. I want to leave a positive impact in as many lives as possible. I am a deep, dark thinker, yes, but Im not evil. I feel all things in every inch of my soul, & how I handle my hurt is by turning it into something beautiful. I have a mighty backbone, but to harm, provoke, or go out of my way to cause problems or destroy the days or lives of others...its not who I am. Perhaps it is because I know how easily I can dissect the mind of another; damn near effortless. So manipulating others, hurting others...I know what eats at a persons core...to do so intentionally would be simple, a new kind of cruelty, but very simple for someone like me. But I have more compassion than I could ever explain, the way I feel, think, being an empath...I cant deal with guilt. Grief, grief has nearly killed me a few times...a loss as severe as mine was...how I am so content with where I am is beyond me. But guilt? Ha life is too short to be mean, to cause problems, to get angry, fight over nothing...so all I wanna do is genuinely help people, inspire them, help guide them, I dont know...anything positive I have ever done or said...has come from the best parts of me. & those are the part of my character that I choose to express. Im flawed, but I care, by this overall, complexly intertwined, universal love in which our plane of life is capable of existence. One love, my friends. Strong people help strengthen others...strength is a warm heart at the end of the day. Come to think of it, when just getting through the day is a battle, to be able to leave your heart open is bravery too; learn that it is only through vulnerability, dictated by your sensitivity, your essence as a being, that magic is capable of happening. Goodnight yall!
Posted on: Sat, 08 Nov 2014 04:05:55 +0000
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