Via -https://facebook/QuestOfDawn26 May, 2014Dear diary,He made me what I am today. I thought that centring him in my life could help me somehow, maybe in gathering some support or so but now it feels that maybe Iwas edging my foot on a wrong boat’s rim. It took time to realize that maybe some people are meant to leave you. I didn’t know that this catchy line which I was bored of reading, speeding its effect somehow on cheesy situations could suit my life at this turn. From months I was blaming him for leaving me all alone, for never poking me back, for not knowing or even bothering to know about my whereabouts but now it feels that it has worked for my good only.His ignorance, his distance, it has made me someone whom people can rely on and that is very scintillating for me. Now I am strong enough to face rejection from my new crush and can let someone face it as well without any hesitation because now I knowthat you can’t hold onto someone, they love you, they love you and itthey don’t, they don’t. Very simple that was but it cost hundreds of sleepless nights and a bucket full of tears for me to understand it clearly without having any second thoughts about it.Transformations his departure hadmade, some good, some not very good but worthy and some extra ordinary but nothing stale now I see surrounding me. Maybe every painful moment, every sad song, all the emotional heartbreaks, the hormonal changes were for something blissful and divine. Maybe he came just to make me understand that love is not about being biased, it’s not about leaving yourself behind someone’s forwardness and aspirations, it’s something which makes you happyand if my love didn’t made him happy then he did nothing wrong in leaving me at this turn of life.His leaving me was a green signal, signal for my independence, for my life’s fresh air....JP
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 03:20:29 +0000
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