#VictoryoftheYear: My last final is done and I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. This has been the hardest term of my life. Not only because school, work blowing up, kids, and personal exploration but because my biggest battle has been with myself. I always tell people, Just try thats all you have to do. But sometimes I forget to do it myself. Im always so worried about everyone elses dynamics that I dont focus on my own happiness. I get lost in the unraveling drama and the impersonal sonder of life. I get too afraid that im going to fail that I dont try. And every time before I even take the leap towards trying I sit there and just pick myself apart and put myself down to the point that theres nothing left. I am so hard on myself I forget to dream. Life has not been easy but the thing that Ive always thought I had has always been my ability to dream big. Now, Im fighting to make my dreams come true whether they make sense to anyone else doesnt really matter. Its funny because if you see what ive done from up close it will look like a bunch of random projects and puzzle pieces but if you step back youll see one big picture leading up to one very large snap shot. This term Ive learned that happiness is as easy as dancing like no ones watching, saying yes to that extra slice of pizza, and holding onto the honest ones. And to try even when everything in your very being is pulling you back. You have to pick yourself up, push yourself out the door, and try. I am so thankful for everything I have and the people in my life that have stuck with me and believed in me even when I couldnt believe in myself. Now! Commence with work, artistic collaboration, and a complete remodel of my business. Let us not forget the mad awesome princess tea parties im about to have. youtu.be/_KmWZXNDx5s
Posted on: Thu, 12 Jun 2014 17:58:37 +0000
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