Vomitting my thoughts in these 3 days: The adventurous and breaking-the-boundary 20 is officially ended. My birthday was alone on an island with no mobile signal or an operating restaurant. I spent most of my time watching the sea or swim with the crowd of fish in the clearest sea. Otherwise I would just sing aloud with my ukulele like no one heard me. It was my second birthday alone out of Hong Kong. It is hard to explain how touched I was- while no one actually gave me a big cake or even a celebration. I was touched when I can feel the APPRECIATIVE POWER, again. When I could smile as I was impressed by a strange shape shell When I felt my heart pounding to see the sky changing colors When I had someone to miss and sent a lot of love and lights in my heart When I learnt the philosophy of diving/life from my last guru in 20 - The big lesson in Indonesia is Sabar (literally means patience) “A person who has sabar can be compared with the sea, which does not flood, although water from numerous of rivers flows into it.” It is not about keeping your expectations low so you dont feel disappointed. It is about the attitude when things go wrong. It is about the capacity in me. I feel so relieved to allow myself to fantasy about everything beautifully impossible. I didnt stop the imagination. Go ahead, feel the joy of dreaming and just put it down if needed, like how I put down every piece of shell after having a good look. When the whole point of going to this isolated beach - diving was impossible to carry on, I closed my eyes and the amazing scene under the water reappeared. It was no disappointment. It just gave me one more thing to dream of, to anticipate. - The song that I was playing - 給十年後的我. It touched me every line and this is the last thing I want to say for my 21. 這十年來做過的事 能令你無悔 驕傲嗎 那時候你所相信的事 沒有被動搖吧 對象和緣份已出現 成就也還算不賴嗎 旅途上你增添了經歷 又有讓稜角 消失嗎 軟弱嗎 你成熟了 不會失去格調吧 當初堅持還在嗎 刀鋒不會 磨鈍了吧 老練嗎 你情願變得 聰明而不衝動嗎 但變成 步步停下三思 會累嗎 快樂嗎 你還是記得你跟我約定吧 區區幾場成敗裡 應該不致 麻木了吧 快樂嗎 你忘掉理想 只能忙於生活嗎 別太遲 又十年後至想 快樂嗎 There must be a thank you behind for tagging you in this post.
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 14:41:49 +0000
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