WHATS ON YOUR MIND READS THE BOX IM WRITING IN ON FACEBOOK. 1:12 AM THANKSGIVING NIGHT 2013; ACTUALLY FRIDAY MORNING HERE IN PR. AND CANT SLEEP. DONT REMENBER THE LAST TIME I WAS UP SO LATE. DONT REMEMBER THE LAST TIME MY MIND WAS RUNNING 100 MILES PER SECOND, PER SAY. MAYBE ITS BECAUSE ITS THAT MY WIFE IS NOT HERE OR MAYBE ITS ALL THE DRAMA IN MY LIFE LATELY. I BELIEVE IT TO BE THE LATER. ANYWAY, I WENT TO BED ABOUT AN HOUR AGO AND FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER I CANT CLOSE DOWN MY MIND. THINKING ABOUT MY PAST. GIVING THANKS TO MY WIFE FOR WHAT I HAVE BECOME.... NOT A RIVERA. I WAS GOING TO START THIS WITH SAYING I HATE MY LIFE FALLING BACK INTO THAT HOLE OF MY PAST LIFE. THE THINGS IVE BEEN THROUHT AND THE SCARS OF MY PAST WHICH I CALL ENRIQUE RIVERA. MAY HE RIP. BUT AS I REFLECT ON MY LIFE AND THE PERSONALITIES OF MY KEN I CANT HELP BUT TO REALIZE THAT MY FATHER LIVES ON IN ALL OF US, TO A CERTAIN DEGREE. AS I SIT HERE WRITNG I CAN SEE AN ENVELOPE ON MY DESK WHICH I KNOW TO BE ON UNPAID CREDITCARD BILL AND AFTER MORE THEN A YEAR OF UNEMPLOYMENT I WONDER IF THIS IS THE REASON I CANT SLEEP. I AM NOT ASKING FOR ANYONES HELP; INFACT I THINK MY SELF ESTEEM HAS SUFFERED BECAUSE OF SOME DEPENDENCE. ALTHOUGHT I KNOW THAT GOD MADE THE LAWER JUST AS WELL AS HE MADE THE TRASH COLLECTOR. ANYWAY, AFTER WRITING ALL THIS AND REALIZING THAT NO ONE IS GOING TO UNDESTAND THIS ATTEMP TO PUT MY MIND INTO WORDS, A TOTEL FAILURE, IM GOING TO HIT THE ENTER BUTTON AND ATTEMP TO GO TO SLEEP AND WAKE UP TO START ALL OVER AGAIN TO BECOME BETTER. WITH THIS SAID AND I CANT BELIEVE IM GONNA SEND THIS, I SAY GOOD NIGHT LOVE YOU ALL. PS. THIS IS ALL ABOUT ME AND NOT ABOUT ANY OF YOU MY FBF
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 05:59:53 +0000
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