WHew!!! im getting a job soon!!! maybe.... but i am nervous and in a strange place in my life... my relationship seems to be together, for now... and my life seems to be taking a turn for the better.... but i feel like i somehow havent payed the price yet... all these good things cant all be free and too good to be true... can they? will there ever be a time in my life when i dont take 3 steps forward and 2 steps back? i just dont know, i just have to muster up some courage, and deal with things as they come... no matter what they may be... i just hope i continue to have the strength to carry on, perhaps making a place for myself in the world after all, because my views on everything has changed in the last 10 months... and maybe everything isnt as cynical and bleak as i once thought... i dont wanna be proven right... I need to fight for my own now to see if it really will all be worth it.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 00:12:28 +0000