Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. Youve just had yet another horrible day. Youre just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note youve written and rewritten over and over and over. You take out those razor blades, and cut got the very last time. You grab the bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter close to your chest, you close your eyes for the very first time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You dont answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks youre asleep. He tell your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She noticed something is off. She grabs the paper in your hang and reads it. Sobbing, she tried to wake you up. Shes screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell dad thag mommy is crying and sissy wont wake up. Your dad runs to your mom he looks at your mom crying, holding the letter to her chest sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, whats going on, and he creams. He screams and throws everything at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your lol crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, theres an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your subside. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things theyve aid to you. That boy that used trade you and call you names, he cant help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He cant handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? Theyre sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cried and cried and doesnt stop for days. Its two years later. The whole school talks to s counselor at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesnt know to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didnt succeed like you didC but she tried.. Your bother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self hard, he cried at night, he does exactly what you did for years leaving up to your Susie. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad because a workaholic to distract himself from Your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People. Are. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices doesnt just effect you. They effect everyone. Dont end your life, you have so much to live for. Things cant get better if you give up. Keep fighting.
Posted on: Sun, 30 Nov 2014 02:08:47 +0000
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