Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this, you come home from school one day, and you have had yet another terrible day, your just ready to give up. You run up stairs and close the door, and take out that suicide note that you have written no re-written over and over, then you take out that razor blade and cut yourself deeper than you normal do cause its your very last time, then you take the bottle of pills and take them all at once. Laying down on your bed with the letter held again your chest. Then yo close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later your little brother walks into your room to tell you that dinner is ready, but you dont reply. He thinks youre asleep, he tells your mum that your asleep, your mum goes into your room and tries waking you up! She notices that something is odd! She then realises the note on your chest and grabs it and reads it. Sobbing, trying to wake you up, screaming your name. Your brother is so confused! He runs to your dad who has just arrive home from work and explains that mummy is crying and sissy wont wake up! He runs to your room, reads the letter, looks at your lifeless body, it hits him whats going on, he starts screaming! He throws something at the wall then falls to his knees, he begins to cry, your mum crawls to him and they sit there holding each other tightly, crying! The next day at school there was an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a while to sink in, but when it does everyone has gone silent, everyone blames them self. Your teachers think they was to hard on you, the boys that kept teasing you and calling you names now hates himself for never telling you how beautiful you are. Your best friend is in complete shock, she can not believe it, she knew what you were going through but never knew itd end like this! She stands and walks out the class room and falls to the floor, shaking, screaming but no tears come out of her eyes, at your funeral the whole town came. Everyone knew you as the girl with bubbly personality and who was always so happy and jolly. The one who was always there for them, everyone was crying. Your brother still doesnt understand whats going on, he is too young, your teachers all quite there jobs. The boy that always used to tease you is now a serious self harmer. Your best friend tried to kill her self, she didnt succeed like you but tries everything to end her life. Your brother finally finds out the truth about your death, he cries him self to sleep every night, he does exactly everything you did leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart, your dad became a workaholic to distract himself what happened! Your mum got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day! People care, you may not think so but they do. Your choices dont just effect you but they effect everyone.
Posted on: Wed, 02 Jul 2014 20:55:43 +0000
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