Warning this may be long so divert if needed. It is 10pm and I just got home. I could get on here and tell you my frustrations and my troubles for the day. I will not do anything of the such. I will say: I may not be the best Christian ever. I may not even be a visible Christian at all times. I probably blend more then I should. In fact I blend more than I am ok with. I have struggle and they win many times. I will however always thank God for everything. Even my struggles. My struggles remind me how strong I am. How much God has stayed with me through the years. The fact that He can humble my pride for my childrens gain amazes me. The fact that He is with me all the years even in my blended state is amazing. I dont spend a lot of time in my bible. I dont pray near as much as I should. I do however constantly think of God and my relationship with him. I do try to make choices that are God lead or God inspired. I try not to harm others, talk badly about others, or uses others as pawns in My game of life. And the M should not be capital. It is my life and I may not live it 100% for God but He is with me always. With that I thank Him for the evening I had because in the ranting I could be talking about I found Gifts from Him for at least having him in my life. I was give Love in the storm. Comfort in insanity. And strength to put what I wanted aside for something greater. The sight to see my deeds having fruit. Inspiring me to look deeper into why my struggles to win over me and look at the world a little different this evening. My soul may be tired and I may sometimes be broken but my God is alive and finds ways to speak to me and calm me even in my absence, I am glad I am blended right now. I am not the Christian I would want everyone watching. I watch so many Christians walk around claiming God and they love so much only for them to have no love for there fellow humans more less a bother in Christ or compassion for a lost soul. I watch them do good deeds so they can come back to others and say Oh I did... Again, I am far from perfect. Some reading this on my friends list may even be hearing I am a Christian for the first time. But at least they are not looking at this post saying yeah right Bryon, Just another soap box for you to cover_______!!! I will always claim my God!! I will not however use his name to try to cover my sins. Or his grace to try to look better to others. I am ALIVE today by the grace of God. The same Grace that is available to everyone. We are not better then anyone we are merely ALIVE through a loving God because However finds God....
Posted on: Sat, 30 Aug 2014 03:41:58 +0000
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