Watch me speak with pressured speech. Tame this lion of hyper mania I didn’t get any rest for my weariness. Manic depressed, All this Anxiety, This was my Reality Time to Talk to Psychiatry. Uncontrolled shakes for goodness sakes always worried about what everybody think. A prison in my own mind just needed a little cognition time. Now I am free to be me like a butterfly out of her cocoon now conducting a wonderful lullaby of the great evolutionary tune. Like a wild animal unleashed to their natural habitat. Like a free bird that was once caged I am no longer enraged. I can see my reflection in the mirror. My reflection is clear not divided into pieces of grander thoughts to despairing illusions. Come to the conclusion: I need my medicine no different than Chemo therapy for a cancer patient. I could end up hospitalized, incarcerated or even worse dead like I said Right when I get out of bed it takes a split second to swallow the pill that keeps me sane in my membrane some may think it’s lame hey they haven’t lived my pain I grew up with a lot of shame instead of playing the blaming game and becoming a victim I rise above my condition to heal myself with self compassion It’s so refreshing to feel my passions of life rise to too the surface. Now I know I am no burden I am not a slave to societies standards a non conformist with good manners a independent thinker not a follower but a leader now I am speaking for myself once again like a newborn I am ok to be me. I had to reprogram my thoughts for they once held me captive. I am much more adaptive and super active. I have a reason to get up in the morning and rise up to every important occasion my observation is this everybody gots to deal with there own shit. Not sweep the dirt under the rug, pile up on your dirty laundry it’s time to wash away the guilt and get it dealt I promise you you’ll feel so much better like the back pack of bricks that has been taken off your shoulder it’s time to relax take a deep breath remember who you have become not some bum you have a home now in your heart in your soul where ever you go your feet are planted firmly in the ground what agoraphobia Embrace your essence with tears and laughter it’s now ok to be heard be seen to have your right not violated. I no longer feel isolated I show tuff love and most of all I get to be 100% genuine all the time. Life can be Sublime with just one second of your time to swallow the pill that kills the bi polar to the core now watch me soar !!!!
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 01:27:51 +0000
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