We all have to get some self control. I was one of those women who fought men especially her husbands. Though I had my own abuse to deal with my new relationships suffered. I suffered. We are suffering because we dont work on Self Control. Something that most Melanites understand, it is embedded in our DNA from the Bible that says, Be ye angry but sin not... well we see the end result of that. As far as Rice and his wife, there is something still going on or God would not allow it to be brought out like this. Unfortunately for Rice and family, they have to realize that they are the Change Agents. This is their destiny and most people are angry because it is going on in their household or have experienced or seen someone go through it. I remember my parents fighting all the time at a point in my life but when it came out fully they divorced. I just ended up mimicking solving problems this way which the problem never got solved! Well, I went to jail for domestic violence, yes the Reverend went to jail and yes this was the beginning of the end of my violent journey. I was only to spend 2 maybe 3 nights in jail! Ha! Naw God was like yeah you gone be in here until you learn. 20 days later....So I though that when I got into my new relationships I was all taken care of, I finally had my rage under control. I even had a couple of Batteries against me, but I did not retaliate, so okay I got the stitches and dealt with ego and moved on, but then I connected to my Twin Flame and viola! The violence was still there!!!! What?! After all the Anger Management classes and so forth wth is wrong with me so I found out that I was missing something... My self worth. Sometimes when someone is downing your self worth you say, Heeeeey wait a minute, only I can get down on myself. Once I found it I never had an outburst after that. Oh yeah I will get up there in voice volume but I am a walker, this is what saved lives, is that I will walk away. This helped me. Ladies and Gentleman introducing the new person before you June Love! This is the lesson I received and learned... Get a hold of yourself and love you and love you and love you more, each moment of the day, the hour and moment because these days, anger will get you killed. Put away the old things and come with the new. All else will fall off. You dont have to worry if you will fail. You have failed so many times so know that this is the time you will get it right. Love and Light There is nothing under the Sun that I have not seen or heard. Now that you know some ugly things about others now you dont have to feel so bad, you are not the only one. Love you all and thank you for loving me back. June
Posted on: Wed, 10 Sep 2014 22:17:06 +0000
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