Well I havent been sure how to start this but I decided to just start....My son Jeremy wanted me to tell all of my Facebook friends what I had done, so I will..First off I have made a lot of mistakes in my life..And I have admitted them and asked for forgiveness.. And the Lord has done just that, forgiven me..He is my judge..And No One Else...And one day we will all stand before Him...My sweet Momma passed away after a long hard battle with cancer..My two girls Natalie Hicks and Courtney Hardin and myself went to clean Mommas house, which bless her heart she hadnt felt like doing much for awhile, so it really needed it...So when we got to the refrigerator the girls found some envelopes in the bottom of the drawer hidden and there was money in them..In my mind I thought maybe Momma had hidden them there for us to find...Because she knew we would clean it for her...And because while she was so sick and in the hospital, while she still had her purse, she kept trying to give Natalie and I money and we would tell her we didnt want her money...We just wanted her to get well and come home..But getting back to the money in the fridge, I told the girls to split it between the both of them...Because I felt that Momma would have wanted to do that for the girls..They both said no and I said well take and give it to my step dad , so they did..In the meantime I looked behind the fridge door and there was some money laying on the floor. I guess it had fallen out, so I picked it up and got a zip lock baggie and put it in it. I laid it on the counter...The girls never saw it. I should have taken it and given it to my step-dad but didnt ...I decided to take it--still in my mind thinking my Momma knew we would find it....BUT when I got home that night, I could not live with myself.....If I could have gotten it back to Mommas house and back in her fridge I would have, but I couldnt...My mind by this point was going crazy...Because my Momma and Daddy DID NOT raise a thief...And of course, I didnt know for sure if Momma had really left it or not....And at that point it wasnt mine to take or give....I was sick...Couldnt sleep....I wanted to go and just tell my step-dad what I had done, but I felt so bad for taking money that didnt belong to me....My plan was to split it between my girls.....which I believe that if my Momma knew they had cleaned for her, she would have given it to them herself...But at that time, I made up a lie to get it back to my step-dad. I was ashamed for taking something that wasnt mine, so the next day when I handed the money to my step-dad, I was the happiest person in the world...I am not happy with what I did ....BUT again, I am sorry for taking something that was not mine...So that all took place about 2 weeks ago,and nothing has been said about the money...So anyway Natalie stops by to take a plate of dinner for my step-dad for me and realizes they were already going through Momma personal things. They were bagging some of the old stuff up and gonna give it to Cares..My step-dad told Kyla Hardin to get my Mommas jewelry untangled..Natalie asked if my step-dad had been going through Mommas stuff and Kyla said yes, a little at a time..Because Natalie had been told Kyla And Jeremy are the ones going through Momma s things...At that point it came back up about the money I had taken out of the fridge....So they knew I had lied about taking it..I knew I had to go and tell my step-dad what I had really done..I tried to call him and Jeremy to see where he was and Jeremy said he might be in White House on the farm, so I went to talk to my step-dad and beg him to forgive me..While standing and waiting for him to come back so that I could talk to him..Jeremy,Kyla and my two sweet grand children pulled up..He got out of his car and started yelling at me and saying some very hurtful things to me...He and my step-dad wouldnt even listen as I was trying to tell them I was sorry...After standing there for what seemed to be forever...I got in my car and left.... My grand children had to see all of that going on...I hate it all and wished none of it had happened..I am guilty of my actions in taking money that didnt belong to me...I am sorry for that....
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 01:01:07 +0000
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