Well.... I tell ya! I did something today that I never thought I would do in this lifetime ~ Its true that everything happens for a reason.... I gotta post this because I feel LIBERATED! LMBO!!! TODAY..... I went to my Mommys house to pick her up for an outing this morning. We were posing for a picture when low and behold....a little car pulls up and beeps. We looked over and who did I see .... I saw Jay Green looking at me :) Who is Jay Green??? Some of yall dont know him...but hes my USED TO BE .... My used to be pastor.... Used to be husband.... Used to be THE ONE I WOULD ACT ALL KINDS OF CRAZY OVER LMBO!!! Ha!!! Havent seen this brother in 3 years since he left for a tour of duty in Japan :) I felt some kinda way and always wondered just what I would do when and if I EVA SAW HIM AGAIN IN LIFE .... Would I jump on his back??? Punch him in DA eye??? Have the nerve to shed a tear??? Cuss him all DA way out??? Its not a good history there and sistahs... You all understand how it feels to have NO CLOSURE in a relationship.. Especially a 14 year marriage ~ it makes you a LIL BIT THROWED OFF.... Well, first of all...I gotta thank GOD and all His angels that I LOOKED SO FLYYYYY & a lil bit SKINNNNTTTTY TODAY BAWAHAA... :) Seriously... Let me tell yall how good God really is~ When I saw him...I smiled and we greeted each other with a hug...A VERY QUICK HUG but we still connected. Now, here comes the MIRACLE YALL.... When I hugged him, I FELT ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.... It was like the bitterness and the heartache just INSTANTLY left my body! I cant describe it! My Mommy was looking good and SPEEEECIAL because she KNOWS how Ive shared with her what I would do if I eva saw him again Lmbo! He stopped by her house last week when she wasnt there and ever since I found that out....I truly was HAVING SPASMS and TRIPPING just knowing he was back on American soil! Ha! Well...I thought that I had missed him and avoided seeing him totally UNTIL SURPRISE!!! :) He just wanted to see my Mom before he left ~ I cant hate on that! Hell always be family and Im ok with that~ I just wanted to let my girlz know that JESUS FIXED IT!!! Im REALLY getting tickled at the fact that I saw MY TRIGGER TO CRAZY and I DID NOT EVEN ACT ON IT... IN FACT IM GLAD that I saw him :) So what does this mean??? It means Im growing up :) now when I sing I Will Survive I just might get naked cause I feel so free!! I thank God because He REALLY set this up just right! Yesterday at the breakfast with the ladies, we talked about this! I needed that! Ladies have been talking to me the last 2 weeks about forgiveness and they didnt even know how much I was tuning in and listening! To EVERY WOMAN out there who would love to POP A CAP in your ex....KEEP GOING!!! I PROMISE THAT BETTER DAYS ARE COMING!!! YOU WILL SURVIVE!!! AINT NOTHING LIKE TIME & JESUS!! I LOVE YALL AND BLINK YA LASHES AT ME :) WE ARE ALL GONNA BE OK!
Posted on: Fri, 26 Sep 2014 18:25:52 +0000
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