Well, Lovies, Im not gonna kid you. This past hr was absolutely BRUTAL...but what growth isnt?...Apologizing and owning up is not for cowards...and Im simply done being a coward. So heres what i got out of the almost last 60mins.... I am so grateful that even though my Ex(yes-I can finally say that -not easily,but i can)and I are on the mend of finding our way bk to a friendship...Im so grateful that the commitment to my Cubs is still in tact. That they have a friend from a distance that will be there when called upon...What greater act of love is that? I am in the state of reconstruction,my friends. And im actually going to be pro-active in my healing. I will still cry of the loss, yes - i know. They will be of a little pain,but mostly of great,great gratitude for the time shared & lived in love. And to quote my friend, Yvette Mendoza, who once said this to me about an ex of hers. you cant hold it against them for looking for happiness...I dont think she knows how essential and profound those words are. Not to mention how gracious and difficult that act is to grant. When she shared that wisdom and kindness with me...at the moment I was like I sure as hell can! i know..Shameful...But its true...dont judge me. im working here! Its hard to find love in this world. Dont hold it against them when you failed or not...and they seek it elsewhere and find it. Anyway...yeah. Tough hour. But so worth it. I am on the mend & it only took me a little over a year to get out of my way! Yay me!! Love, Peeps,Love on.
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 23:02:07 +0000
Trending Topics
Recently Viewed Topics
© 2015