Well, as is often the case, while frittering about with mundane ( all too common ) tasks, entering into these as a meditation ( as-if upon the threshold of Hallowed Ground ), it became clear to me why my emotional nature the past few days has been surfacing the way it has. I tend to be both expressive and extroverted AND subdued and introverted. As many, I cycle through these psychological states, giving heed to each as the need arises. There are, however, topics to which limits have been placed from external forces that will to not be transgressed. Here was the dilemma Ive been in; how to give expression ( as to expel energies that turn toxic when retained ) to a recent major Realization I had without causing harm internally to others or externally to myself, and to retain these energies just for the last few days was really doing a doozy to my inner well-being. As stated in my previous post, I have had strong impulses to give snide opinions, especially over the most inconsequential things. This is typical ( for me ) when I have energies whose impulse is ( as if they have a Destiny of their own ) to have outward expression and not to be retained internally. It can be very frustrating when those around me dont take into account that Im fully aware of this process transpiring within, so to say, the smithy of my soul. Perhaps this may be enough said, though stay posted because I may need to just give a pure and direct expression of the said Realization.
Posted on: Tue, 05 Nov 2013 21:40:17 +0000
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