Well everythings moved. It really sucks not being in your own home. It sucks when your son wont sleep because he knows hes not at home. Hoping he adjusts but Im sure its gonna take some time, if ever. I just wish I couldve fixed this before this happened but I really didnt know how to and didnt have the ability to fix this situation. The one thing I shouldve be able to fix and I couldnt. I can understand why I was dealt this hand in life but why was my family dealt the same hand as well. They dont deserve to suffer because of my bad decision in life. I just wish I could go to sleep and wake up and it all be over. Like its a bad dream or nightmare but I know it wont. Knowing that you have failed at being a provider is harder than anything. I just keep hoping that there are bigger and better plans that someone has in store for me, but honestly I dont foresee that. I feel stuck and feel that Im going to end up staying stuck. I dont know how I will cope with all this but hopefully it gets easier and things start to get better in time. If youve had your family uprooted and left with nowhere to go but to being a burden you can understand where Im coming from. But if you havent, you will never know what Im feeling until it happens to you and I hope you never have to go through this because its not easy. Guess I just miss my home and want my families life back.
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 05:52:16 +0000
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