Well here I go, one more rant for Facebook and then no more. I Terrence Shain Moch feel some things need to be brought to light before I abandon Facebook along with various other things and attempt a different lifestyle. I have lied, cheated, and hurt people around me for way to long. One day you just realize you have nothing but the mess you have created for yourself. To the many people who know me and to the many people who don’t know me this is slightly a tell all story before I delete myself from this ridiculous social networking and scumbag lifestyle. As many of you know I have dated copious amounts of women and seemingly failed at these things called relationships for quite some time. The reasons for these failings can be attributed for many things but primarily because I am actually quite narcissistic. I don’t know when I started to act this way but for quite some time I have put myself above others without much thought as to who I am hurting or even what I am doing to myself. I have philandered around and this is not something I am proud of. Sometimes you lose yourself and commit acts that are selfless and shameful. I have cheated on two women in my life and within both scenarios have hurt not only those involved but many others. To those women I cannot explain how deeply sorry I am. No words can explain the pain and guilt it has in turn caused me; and in no way can I turn back time and fix these situations to remove the pain I have cause you (Just know if I could I would). For this I apologize 100 times over in attempt to one day be forgiven. On to those who have cheated on me, you may not realize it yet but the guilt doesn’t go away and the name you build for yourself stays with you even when you want to change. I have been labeled a cheater in not only basic life but even on a website many of you are familiar with. Rumours surround everyone but one day you will find yourself buried in the rumours. In many attempts I have tried to change the name I have built for myself... but with those attempts failure follows. This is me finally taking a chance at not only humiliating myself, but a last resort attempt to show people I am trying. I intend to change who I am and assure this selfless behaviour will not go on. This is not some ridiculous suicide letter, or anything encompassing that idea. This is an apology letter written with true emotions and feelings to outline a turning point in my life. This is real and uncensored. If you don’t like what you are reading or just don’t like me for any of the above reasons you can voice your concerns. To those I have hurt I sincerely apologize.
Posted on: Sun, 14 Jul 2013 08:06:29 +0000
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