Well its 12:36 am in the morning and I am up early. Well heres whats on my mind, I have a great wife who knows my heart and what I feel and what Im going thru.So I asked her if she would feel hurt if I talked about a personal battle that occur before we ever even met. She said she was fine with it. This is (Breast Cancer awareness month) and I have really been feeling the memories and the valiant battle that my first wife Laura and I fought together trying to stop something that didnt seem to want to go away and that was Breast Cancer. I started thinking about everything that took place over a five year period and all I can say is she fought a the good fight and I feel like because of her battle her medical team learned from her never ever wanting to give up, having a winning attitude and love for life. Her love for her children and her love for her husband was always strong. I still have memories of a wife who even though she was in pain she always wanted to make sure I was not in pain and that I was okay. I will never forget that as long as I live on this earth. She made me stronger, she prepared me to move on she gave orders to not stop living, to pursue my dreams, and to find someone to make me happy. She told me to care of her girls and her boys and to never stop being a preacher and that I will do and fulfill with all my heart and soul. In that last year of life she lived we spent that time forgiving one another for the things we had said to each other and preparing ourselves to leave each other for we both knew the end would come soon. I think this Breast Cancer awareness month has been so much harder for me because now I am seeing a new battle and and the strength she gave me I bring to a new wife who goes to bed every night in pain but never complains unless its extreme. To every women who is dealing with breast,cervical, or any kind of ailment we dedicate a song that touched my heart and inspired me to write this tribute to my late wife and now another very sweet and loving lady who is going thru Barbara Brand, and I know my late wife in heaven had to have something to do with that, because she would not have wanted me to end up with the wrong woman but would have wanted me to have someone good, some one I could love live the rest of my life with and be happy. Thats what she said before she got to that point in her life where she could say no more, (Cle) I want you to be happy. So to you brave ladies who are going thru and surviving keep pushing, to those who are still here I want you to be happy. This song is dedicated those who survived and to those who fought the gallant fight and moved on. Love All You because I know your pain but the God I serve said I will be with you even in your pain and I am a God who heals. Serve Him and Live... Good Night.. youtu.be/YX1U9E5p0lQ
Posted on: Sun, 12 Oct 2014 06:47:39 +0000
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