Well its been 8 months since I have lost my voice, suffering from heartburn, my stomach burning all day all night, throwing up all the time. I am really getting tired of this. One minute i am feeling good and get so excited and then all of sudden it changes real quick i start suffering.. When I am in front of people I will put on a good show so no one knows how bad i am really am except for my husband.. He knows how bad I am, he sees me suffering all the time, crying, miserable but I try to go and do things but then I will be down for two to three days because I had fun one day. Since I been out on disability my job messed up and they cancelled my insurance so no now i am in the process of getting another kind of insurance so now my surgery is going to be on a hold because i have to get insurance first before i can have it. So i will be suffering longer now. For the past couple days the heartburn has been so bad. Today is the worst of them all its actually making my chest hurt real bad and burning my throat so bad that it wants to close up.. I dont usually as for prayers but I really need some right now to get my insurance fast and get better fast. Thank you.
Posted on: Mon, 07 Jul 2014 00:12:27 +0000