Well, mama had her first breakdown at 4AM. Ive tried not to take pain pills; went most of the day with only taking Tylenol--WOKE UP IN THE WORST PAIN EVER. More importantly, Jolies little breathing has had my heart broken. They are both so stiff, but they said its normal for preemies. I worry about sweet Rayne because her little retractions werent getting better. To top it off, they asked us not to hold them tonight and to not bother them during the night. My heart is broken. I just want to hold them and love on them and take their pain away. Ive read so many times about a mothers/fathers love for their children....I never knew it was like this---but I thank God for it. Ben McWhorter has wiped my tears, held my hand, and reassured me every step of the way. I fall more in love with him each day. Ill never comprehend how I got so blessed, but I know I am thankful. Mommy and daddy sure do love and miss their princesses. ....weve called and checked on them 47478742278656 times. No shame.
Posted on: Fri, 16 May 2014 08:27:29 +0000
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