Well, my son is in his room packing. I am so very proud of him, and very happy and excited for him. His first own place. I am trying to not show it, but I know he can see my sadness. He keeps making me promise to not just sit alone and go do things. He has been a constant in my life for 26 years, me and him, him and me. I keep saying that I cant explain it, and I cant, but at least when you have more than one, when the first moves, you have another one to keep you occupied and busy, and when the last one goes, you know what to expect because you have done it before. When it is your one and only and you arent married, it just almost feels like the world will stop spinning. I know, some people will say keep busy, some will say enjoy the alone time, but when you are an introverted person that doesnt socialize much, and you dont have people calling you to do things all the time, there just wont be much to keep busy, and too, I have had lots of alone time to self reflect, I know exactly who I am. I cant even watch him packing, my heart is breaking and I think his is too. He said he just isnt as excited as everybody keeps telling him he should be because as he became a young man, I have no rules, and he already feels like he has his freedoms. Sorry this is so long, I have been hugging everybody that will hug me because it gives me the feeling that I have support. So if you have seen me and I hugged you, that is why, you are part of my team that is helping me cope. Thank you for that. Much love to all of you.
Posted on: Tue, 01 Jul 2014 00:45:00 +0000
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